She's A Thinker: That's For Certain.
SomeoneLikeYou Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Pink Romper, Tan Heels: Thrifted.
Today was just one of those days. I've actually just been having a lot of 'those days' lately, and I can't quite come up with a reason why. I feel like I always over think everything to death. Until it drives me absolutely crazy and I go nuts. My head throbs. My stomach hurts. My vision gets blurred. All because I can't stop thinking.
I think about the not so good stuff,too. How I could do better at this or that. How I lack this trait or that trait. I imagine myself being the person I'm striving to be, only to realize that I'm no where near that person. I think about my life and how slow and unproductive it's going right now. How nothing is being accomplished and how enormous and daunting this next year of my life is going to be. How daunting the next few years of my life will be.
I think I need to just take a deep breath, take a step back, and relax. To calm my mind and become at peace with myself. To stop picking apart my life. To stop picking apart my style. To stop picking apart my body. To stop picking apart my appearance. To stop picking apart my personality, my relationships, and my intelligence. I need to just stop.
With much love, Lauren.