Floral Peter Pan Collar Dress: Forever21.
Pink Cardigan: Thrifted.
Black Boots: H&M.
Black Beret: Target.
Cameo Ring: Gift from my Grandmother.
Hello there everyone!
This old song from Simple Plan is perfectly describing my life right now:
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
I realize now that I've been avoiding all of the hurt that I've been feeling the past few months. The hurt of having an important friendship end, the hurt of being used over and over again, the hurt of being walked all over, and the hurt of being disconnected from everyone it always seems... Instead of putting all these problems in the distant corners of my mind, I should have been dealing with them as they came. I should have been writing and thinking more instead of trying to move on and be strong. Hopefully some deep contemplating the next few days will do me some good.
With much love, Lauren.