Dreaming Of You.
SomeoneLikeYou Monday, November 7, 2011
Pink Pussy Bow Blouse, Black Pleated Skirt, Black Patent Heels: Thrifted.
Black Beret: Target.
Hello my lovely ladies (and some gentlemen!)
I've been in such a contemplative and dreamy sort of mood as of late. I just want to spend all my time lazying around in my cozy bed with my kitty cat, dreaming of my future, and listening to Birdy all day. Ahhh...what an absolute dream that would be!
Along with being rather dreamy, I've been noticing these changes in myself as of late. However, I can't quite put my finger on what they are. I just feel...different...somehow. I feel myself evolving and letting God take me into his hands and mold me into whom he wants me to be. Some mornings I wake up and look into the mirror and see a girl so different from the one I saw just a year ago. Sometimes it's scary to realize how much I change and how often I change. I'm a gal who's scared to death of change and I'll do anything to stop it, but this change in disposition I'm having I cannot stop. It's inevitable and unyielding and scary. I don't want to look in the mirror tomorrow at the morning and not recognize myself completely. I want to grasp and hang onto every little thought, memory, and piece of myself before it disappears into who I used to be...
I probably don't make any sense to any of you. I hardly make sense to myself most days. Perhaps someday all of these jumbled thoughts will start to make sense. Maybe I'll look back at this blog post a year from now and think to myself, " I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, but it doesn't matter now. Because I got there."
With much love, Lauren.
P.S. Thank you for all of your enchanting, beautiful, encouraging words as always. You all are my heart and joy ❤