Cream Blouse, Denim High Waisted Shorts, Black Bow Purse, Straw Fedora: Thrifted.
Black Ruffle Socks, nude Oxfords: Forever21.
School is running me ragged as of late. I find myself sleeping through every class, in a sort of daze ready to go home. I can't pay attention. I can't learn. All I do is sleep and walk through the motions. I see people and they can see me me but yet I feel invisible. Lost in time and lost in the days that I have left to go.
Homework doesn't exist anymore. It does, but not in my world. I came home and took a four hour nap despite sleeping on and off through out the day. It often seems as though sleeping in the only time I can get away. I'm just tired I guess. My soul is. I want to be out and I want to be free. I'm tired of being treated like a child. Being told what to eat, what to do, how to dress, how to act. I just want to be Lauren without any inhibitions. I just want to graduate.
With much love, Lauren.